
office work is killing my mind and my thoughts, i have no room for philosophy when my brain RAM is filled with process and procedure. Listening to the same monotonous music in a different order everyday, people calling in saying how much they love the station, boss saying get off the internet, working for family and for socitial wants and needs. heating electricity, cable, enthnobotanicles, soda, sn
I feel like ive been living through an old forgotten memory.
As I experience things i realize that i already have a memory of what is happening, like a constant de-ja-vu.
it doesnt stop, though at times it is stronger and leaves me with no question that there is a greater purpose for my awareness of these things.
we are all here living through all of everything. there are things we are meant to do, purposes we are meant to fufill. but then what...?
the fufillment fades and leaven open room in the spirit for new questions and new paths to take.
nothing begins or ends, everything is love
only those who fear death die
only believers in the lie will ask why