the internet webgroups, forums, blogger, friendster, thousands of dating sites... is it all just a material atampt to find interconnectness? to find an answer. If i find someone "out there" with whom i can relate... it means i am not insane... im not wrong. i think it justifies our own being without the hassle of trying to spend time with different friends and such while being pulled in opposite directions. here "in" the net, you can keep yourself where you are and be nice to people or be mean to people. REAL PEOPLE!!!!! how cool is that, there are no reprucussions, seemingly no karma attached to typing this. but... its all for a reason, nothing is for no reason i was meant to say what i said, simply because i said it, it happened, it is now evident, to me i think i could just be talking some wierd nonscence, but someone out thewre, or in here can relate. this is a place to escape, a place to be free, a place to fit in, or maybe its not a place at all. sometimes i believe that it is all in my head, and i make up each character that i meet in a chat room. in a way i actualy do, i attach a personality to the words i read on the screen, so the experience is mine alone, and we can not truely relate, we are missing eye contact and aura communication, emotions, and feelings are redused to letters and numbers, it is a void. i still do like to use this form of communication because its an outlet for these thoughts and feelings i have inside, i way to develope them freely, knowing i dont have to wory about being judged or corrected. peace to you all http://www.3rdhybrid.com

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