wewblog for what?  if i misspell these words will i know what they mean when i read this later.  i know that few of you out there can relate to me, a person expressiong what is not normaly said to other people, a thought process, an imagination, an insanity,  i say the only sanity is insanity,   sanity is insane

makes no sence, so i relate to Discordian,  but i follow nothing,  im a little drunk right now, for no reason,  my father used to drink by himself, so ive been afraid i would do the same,  but i know i am not the same person,  if i do it that it is me doing it,  my choice,  i choose to do it for the experience, i work all day all week, so in the niohts i choose my experience,  will it be the bad drink,  weed, LSA, in the form of morning glory, od HBW, or will i take the Salvia trip.  Im not searcxhing anymore im not realy looking for anythihng,  im not like you may thing,  i am talking to YOU, yes,  you are the only person to have read this,  who esle wants to take their time to understand a persons thoughts but you, or an annalytical lonely, bored, poerson with nothing better to do than spend hours on this internet looking for this very post,  this weblog.  this blog.  What does it all mean?  ask yourself, donty listenm to me, im rambling.  Its like im having a conversation and this is what id be saying to you if you were hgere.  just remember im trying to teach you things, you may not knoew.  maybe you have some grasp on it, but the ideas i hit you with may propell that idea into the next revolution.  IS MY MUSIC TOO LOUD????????????????????????????  ive just tturnewd it down because i dont want the neighbors to call the police to ticket me,  i dont want them to find my weed or wake my daughter up.  She is afraid i will go to jail and she will be without me.  im all she has,  and yes, she;s all i have.  She hasd seen too many fucked up things,  can i say FUCK on the internet??  i know its being regulated now, but FUCK IT .  fuck the FCC fuck Clear channe;l,  why the fuck should any one power be in control,  rermember i dont xsay power blindly.  i know that power is an illusion.  people dont even see the way that their wants and illusion of power and egos effect the things they do all the time everytimne.  i see my ego and i know my ego, so when he speaks i tell others not to listen to what he has said.  I speakk from something that is beyond me.  its what is me,  my physical form will disolve and be gone, becoming a part of all things.  my soul, energy, spirit, will be waht it always was and always will be, .........................................................

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much love to you all, individualy and personaly

 

It seems that my cat doesn't care how loud the music gets. Is she even listening? Maybe she likes it. maybe she likes to see me happy. She is like a child. Its too bad i have to leave her at home when i work. Shes lonely. She expects her food, and wines for it. She understands no but she defies me by trying to run out of the house again. She has friends out there, but she is not alowed to see them, why, because i afraid shell have baby cats, or shell get fleas in the house. i wouldnt mind having baby kittens around, I'll deliver them and let them stay in the bathroom until they get trained in the litter box. then ill have more children to teach about life as a human in 2004. they can teach about what its like to be a cat. my daughter teaches me about her reality. She is an old soul.

I like your writing style.

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